They Are In My Heart P3

( they broke the door of his house to get in, they found him on the floor of his bedroom, he looked like he was sleeping, he was not dead in the eyes of people who saw him….they took him to the hospital were they told us that he is dead)
That was my grandma sister who told me the whole story…
I stayed at my aunt house for more than one week, I was lonely even though my cousins were with me, and I did not see my father or my brothers since that morning when my dad left me in my aunt house…
I kept visiting my grandma in the hospital I was doing that not to make her feel about anything and we were afraid that maybe someone will come to her and tell her that her son is dead so I was going to her at night while one of her sisters spend the day with her, she kept asking me about my uncle I was holding my tears all I was saying that he came when she was sleeping, or maybe he saw women visiting her and he was shy from coming to you because of them… it was hard to all of us to tell her the news in that time because she will become more sick.
After one week she felt good so the doctors allowed her to leave, when she arrived at my aunt home, she could not stop asking us about Uncle Ali, her sisters insisted to tell her, but we were so afraid about her health, when they decided to tell her I was not with them, I stood outside her room while her sisters, her brother, my aunt, my brothers and my cousins were in there, and they did not wait for my father because they know that he will never allow them to do that… after moments they asked me to come in, when I did the first thing my grandma asked me was ( where is your uncle?)
I could not talk, my tears felled I could not answer her, she was looking at me like I am her hope, I am the one who will tell that its not true….one of her sisters tried to calm me down….and the day finished, they told me in the next day that my grandma could no stop crying all the night and could not stop saying his name either…
After 5 months, we had our second shock, my grandpa passed away in the hospital while I was taking my final exams in 2003…..
But no matter what happen those people are always in my heart….

They Are In My Heart P2

6 days after being in our new house, it was normal days I used to go to visit my grandma everyday when she was in the hospital, until that black day came, I was watching TV down satires while my brothers were watching TV up stairs, when the phone rang I picked it up I heard my dad voice asking me to give him the number of my aunt cell phone, I was asking myself why do he need her number, but I gave it to him, he asked me about the last day I saw my uncle, I told him that it was 5 days ago. After that he did not say anything…
After 30 minutes my cousin (Farah) called me and asked me about my dad’s cell phone number then I asked her “what’s going on?”.She didn’t answer me after that she told me that she will tell me later, inside of my I knew that there is something wrong, after minutes my cousin called again and when I picked it up she said without any beginnings..(Maryam try to call your dad and tell him that Uncle Ali is dead…).
I was shocked and I could not believe her, my tears started falling, I shouted at her (what are you saying??..Why are you saying such a bad joke!!...tell me you are joking…)…she did not answer from the phone I heard my aunt crying…my heart started beating (Farah please let me talk to my aunt!), when my aunt talked to me she was crying ( where is you father?. he is gone…I will not be able to see my dear brother Ali again)
I did not know what or why or how all that had happen, I screamed and cried I could believe that I lost my second father forever…I walked to my brothers they were setting watching TV, they heard me crying all I said ( close the TV…Uncle Ali is dead..)…they stood up…they could not believe me, the youngest Mohammad get out from the house while Ahmad was not able to say a thing…
After one hour my dad came I did not believe that he is my father, in the first time in my life I see my father crying!...I did not ask him anything
In that night I could not sleep, my Uncle was in my mind all the time, he was not married…he died alone.....
In the morning my dad took me to my aunt home, we I saw her she hugged me and start crying… in that moment I knew that it was true, in her home my grandma sisters and her brother were there….
But the big problem was…how can we tell my grandma that she won’t see her san again…

They Are In My Heart p1

It was 21st of January, in that day my father decided that we will move to our new house, we were so happy and excited, except my grandma she did not like the idea of moving from that old house to a new one, but after a lot of fighting she agreed.
But in that day my grandma become so sick she could not move, I was so worried, my brothers and my grandpa went to the new house before us with the driver, I did not notice that she is sick my dad notice that I thought that she is sleeping, I called my aunt and he called the ambulance, my aunt arrived first she was so worried, after moments the ambulance arrived, and they took my grandma inside it, me and my aunt get in it, while my dad followed us by his car.
We arrived at the hospital they started checking her… then the doctor told us that she had a heart attack but she will be fine, then my uncle Ali called us to ask about his mother I told him the news, and he came immediately, I stayed with her until 12 pm she looked fine so my father asked me to go home… I hesitated but my aunt said that everything will be fine and she will stay with her…
When I arrived there I started having a look around the house and I took a look at my grandpa too…
I knew that my grandma will like the new house, but I did not know that our destiny is hiding painful days for us…

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Pink Card!

At Mr. Gary’s class (if you talk in Arabic you get the pink card!!), and that’s mean that you have to make a presentation in the next day….
There is must be a secret because in every Monday I got this PINK CARD!!!...and I don’t know why?.. until this moment I got it three times, at the first time Mr. D gave me the subject… well I was not pleased about it (A life of a dirham) - I will never forgive him-, the second time Mr. Gary gave me the subject (my top 10 English songs)- I liked the subject a lot-, tomorrow will be my tired presentation ( Greenpeace) I hope that I will do good at this one.
The thing that most scares me when I got the PINK CARD that maybe Mr. D will think about giving me a subject for if he knew that I have it, for that when I got it in Monday I was walking carefully in building J because I did not want to meet Mr. D, and thanks god I did not meet him.
But in Wednesday when Mr. Gary gave me a subject I was so happy and I said to Mr. Gary (now I can go to his office and tell him that I got the pink card), (leave him alone) Mr. Gary said.
Having this card is not that bad, I used to do presentations when I was in the high school but it was in Arabic, I hope that I will not have more pink cards in the future :)

The Flower

In building G I was with my friend Reem chatting about our day it was 9:30 am as I remember, while we were talking she gave a nice flower, I liked it so much and I asked her to give one everyday.
10 am I was on my way to building N, when I get in there I saw Arwa she said hi to me but then she saw the flower, her eyes shined ( who gave it to you??), she did not give time to explain, she run to the class to tell the girls I went behind her but it was too late because I hared her saying(….gave Maryam a flower), when I get there they started looking at me then at the flower, (he gave to you)…(really??) they started saying such a words, when I tried to explain to them they did not want to believe me!!!
Mr. Gary came and as usual he asked us to do free conversations, for my great luck I was with Amna and Mazoon the first question they ask ( from where did you get it?) I told them that my friend from building G gave it to me Amna said ( G or J???), then they asked me (what is her name??) , (Reem) I said , (or Daveda??) Mazoon said with a big smile in her face, I did not know what to say but ( talk about something series) I said, ( and do you think that this thing is not series) said Amna, thanks god that Mr. Gary asked us to stop our conversation because I don’t know what kind of questions may they ask. Then when Mr. Gary asked us about the subject that we talk about Amna told him that we talk about the person who gave me that flower, Mr. Gary looked at the flower and wondered too!!!
That was a great day, in the end of it I asked my friend Reem not to give me more flowers, she agreed with me when she saw that look on my eyes.

Thanks for reading ^_^

My songes

Before three years I did not enjoy something named MUSIC, not because I thought its not nice or something…I really do not know the reason/
But on the summer of 2001, I heard a song named Flying Without Wings for WESTLIFE, it words was so nice, I said to myself (its really nice, I am wondering if the others are nice too?)...song after song I started enjoying the English songs, I liked the songs which have deep meanings and I started to search for new singers and know about their music and life.
My grandma did not like it when I listen to the English songs, once when I was listening to a song for westlife named world of our own –they were screaming in this songs- she said (why do you like listening to those dogs!!!).
And once when I was hearing a song for Enrique Eglasis that he was saying why….why…my grandma was surprised about that she asked me ( what hurts him?!)..she is so funny.
I love listening to English songs but not as much as listening to Arabic songs some of them are really silly like the orange it is without any meanings but some of them are really nice….

My Football!

I will not continue the story of Resident Evil,I will do that later...Now I will talk about my Beginning with football.
I hated something that named football!
It’s for guys, what is so interesting about 20 guys chasing a ball!
We should give everyone a ball and the problem will be solved that what I was kept saying to myself!
But as what happen to me when I start playing video games without beginnings I started watching it since world cup 2002, I saw all the people interested in watching it, I decided to see one match, the first thing I liked is the way that my favorite team Germany was playing with KSA they were like machines moving here and there with a good plans!
Since that day I was with Germany in all their matches, when the final match was with Brazil I was the only girl in my family who was with Germany, and I kept saying (they will win they are the best)… but they lost 0-2, it was shock for me!
I do not like Brazil at all, even before I start liking football (please do not ask me why?...I do not know). My second favorite team is England (but without someone), they have a very nice way at controlling the ball. And many other teams like Japan and Korea.
But I do not like the Emeriti team (don’t hit me please!)…they lose even before they start playing, some times I am with them but some times I am not.
And that was beginning with football the most connecting sport in our world.^_^

Resident Evil

It was a normal day in September and a normal day in Raccoon city which had been controlled by an evil company named Umbrella, even the police could not stop them….actually nothing can stop them nothing.
This company invented new kind of chemical weapons, they realize it danger but then it was too late, because this chemical thing that they call it the t-virus got out of their hands and almost all of the people of the city got infected with this virus and become zombies hunting every live person in the city.
Jill valentine apart of the police in that city was setting in her flat when she hear the sound of the zombies coming toward her building, she was surprised about those monsters who were hunting the people in the streets, she took her gun and went out from the back door of the building.
The first thing that came in to her mind was the police station she thought that it will be safer. Jill was trying her best not to face the zombies because even here gun cant kill them….when she reached the police station she found another officer “Brad” coming toward her he was bleeding “Jill I cant believe that you are still alive!” she wanted to say something but he entrapped her “You have to escape Jill, you have to tell the government that Umbrella is behind everything”
“Are you sure about that brad?”
“Listen you have to escape and meet our man Chris Redfield he will tell you what to do!....go to the train it’s the only way to get out”
“What about you?”
“I am infected I can’t escape from here, soon I will be one of those monsters”
Brad saw Jill’s eyes she was almost crying “its ok Jill, you are our hope so just go”
He left her there it was the last time that she saw him. Before she get out from there she heard someone calls the police station when she picked it up the phone she heard someone saying but the sound was not clear “there is no…ho..pe…all of the…m..dead…someone..aswe…rrrr..this is ..car..rlllos”. the first thing that got in to her mind “someone is still a live?...as an officer I have to help him”, Jill found the area which the call came from.
It was 11 pm the city was dark and silence sometimes she can hear the voice of the zombies, but she kept walking to the place where maybe she can find someone…alive.

Coolest Video Games 3

Resident Evil
The game that I was not daring to play it after 10 pm, it was really scary even it was just a game.
It was talking about a city named Raccoon, it was a peace full city, but an evil company Umbrella discovered a dangerous virus that let the people turn in to zombies, but this virus got out from their hands, and all the people of the city infected with this virus, and became bodies without souls (oh scary!!!) just hunting everything that still a live in that city.
It has more than 10 parts, and I like the characters they are so cool, and their mission is to escape from the dead city and destroy Umbrella.
Next time I will tell the story OK J

Coolest Video Games 2

Final Fantasy VIII
The coldest, coolest, strangest, strongest character that I ever seen in the video games the guy with a lion heart -Squall Lionheart-.
His story begins in his university Balamb Garden that teaches its students the newest ways of fighting, to fight everything that may harm their word.
All the students in this university have one dream, to be a SeeD – highest rank of skills-, Squall’s life become with meaning after meeting the general’s daughter Rinoa Heartilly, that will change him completetly from unfriendly guy to the most popular guy in the university.
The danger begins when an evil woman named Ultimecia tires to control the world, Squall with Rinoa and their friends will try to save the world and to stop Ultimecia, will they win?....
The answer is yes they will, but they will think that they lost someone and that one is….
If you are interested ask me J

Coolest Video Games 1

Final Fantasy X
Before knowing this game I did not like video games at all, I thought it was silly and it’s just for guys… but one day I don’t know how or why but I started playing it... I liked the story of the game a lot it was full of fantasy (well the title tells everything).
The story is about a guy his name is Tidus a star at blitzball the most connecting sport in his world (like football in our world), without any beginnings he found his city Zanarkand (like New York here ^_^) being attacked from something named Sin…which will throw our hero in a thousand years to the future!
He became shocked after knowing that sin is still excise and still killing people, then he will meet the summoner Yuna who will do her best to stop Sin by summoning the Aeons (special forces), from Yuna’s friends he will know that even after defeating Sin, it will reborn after ten years from that, Tidus will join yuna and here friends in their journey to defeat sin, and too many exciting things will happen in their journey around there world Spira.
This game is from a company named Squeresoft, but now it called square-enix, this game have 12 parts already!... but every part have a different story than the other one and final fantasy x is part nomber 10.
I hope that you understand this story…

My Strangest Week C5

Chapter five: what’s going on in this world?
It was Wednesday, I was not that happy, because I love going to ZU, when the day ended I had the idea of writing about what happen with me at this week in my blog, I wanted something strange to happen to complete but nothing…yet.
On the way to UAQ I was almost sleeping in the bus, I wanted to complete the story that I was reading but I was not in the mood…
When we reached UAQ, I saw a car coming closer to our bus, I looked carefully then suddenly the car’s window opened and I saw a guy saying hi to us!!!... I did not look at him at all, from all the places that we can find such guys… I found them in UAQ!
After 5 min, I did not see him, I thanked my god for that, after 2 min I saw a green Ferrari car near us, there were two guys in it, they waved there hands toward me saying hi, I said to myself you have to thank your god that I am in the bus, you have no idea what can I do!...what’s going on in this world, those guys don’t have another job?
I got in to my house, I was tired, I said (what a week I had!), it was really strange one…

THE END…. thanks for reading J

My Strangest Week C4

Chapter four: Stop beating!
In the bus, in my home, in the living room, at my bedroom even at the kitchen, I could not stop thinking about this presentation thing, my grandma said (I told you not to go to the university… look what happened to you!), I did not answer her, but I kept thinking about the pound... when my dad came he saw me and said his usual sentence (how is your university?), he was expecting the usual answer (good or not bad) I said (dad I will do a presentation tomorrow) he said (come on you are used to do this things) I looked at him (Dad Mr. David choice it for me not Mr. Gary) (who is Mr. David?) Daddy asked (he is an instructor) I answered (so what! it’s the same )with that I told him the whole story, he said to me that I can do it – yeah sure-…
I did not sleep until 2 am in the morning, I went to the university with my sad face, Mr. Gary told me that I have to my presentation at 2 pm, I was in the cafeteria until 1:30 pm, I decided to go to the class, on my way I saw two men coming toward me I knew that one of them was Mr. Steve, but the other one when I looked carefully was Mr. David!!!!!... When they almost pass by me I said (thanks a lot Mr. David!)...he looked at me and asked Mr. Steve to stop, (did you do it, did you find anything to say?) he said... (not yet I will do it at 2 am) then I looked at Mr. Steve (how are Mr. Steve?) (I am fine) he answered I looked back at Mr. D he said (you can do it…its easy), inside me I said I hope...
In the class I did not know what happened exactly I just saw myself going back to my chair,...and on the way I was say to my heart stop beating!!!!
I finished doing the presentation!!... but I was not happy about it, even though Sir Gary said it was good and my friends too…but what happened had happened…

Coming up What’s going on in this world?