When We Say Goodbye...

Thinking .. just thinking that whenever we meet a person..there will be that day when we will say goodbye once and for all.. I just hate those moments..

Thinking that one day I will not see my friends anymore or even my teachers makes my heart full of sorrow and sadness…I already lost some of my friends because I believe in thoughts… true it was hard but still it was the right thing to do.. you cant live your life with people who want to control it.

I did not meet people or communicate with them before getting to ZU. I liked everybody with different ways.. as I always say “all of them in a fruit basket and I like each fruit in a different way”…

My friends may stay with me ..God knows for how long, but what about the teachers I met? Mr. A and Ms. E are going to leave this year and I will never see them again… Mr. Dn and Mr. D may leave next year and Mr. G may leave in the next…who is left?
I may get over that and maybe I will know more new people but there MUST be that day when I will cry to see them leaving my sight forever…..

I hate those hard thoughts .. but I can not help it. Sometimes I wish if I did not meet any of them but sometimes I thank my God when recognize how blessed I am .. to be around people I like…

I will survive enshallah