Happiness Mixed with Tears

No one should see me now! I look like a monster, I caught cold. I believe that my two brothers M & A have something to do with it since they caught it before me. I look really horrible like any other person who catches cold. I mean, my face is pale, my eyes are red and my nose is running. As you can notice, I'm able to sit writing my blog and listening to westlife.

Yesterday was a really amazing though I laughed and cried at the same time. I made things clear between me and "someone" and there is nothing that makes things awakened between us. I feel much better that we had that talk.

Besides, my friend K asked me to help her in grammar because her TOEFL exam is next Sunday. I was more than happy to obey, and F joined us. After teaching her some grammar, I saw R & M and I waved to them to join us. All the four of us had nice conversations; Sara was the only missing best close friend.

At night, F called me! Between our talks, she told me about the most shocking news! After she gets the TOEFL, she is planning to go abroad!! "I want to go after my dream and passing the TOEFL is like a ticket which allows me to leave" as she said. What can I say? She is one of my best friends and I wish her all the best but thinking that I will not see her for a long time makes my heart ache and ache SO bad. But there is nothing more to say but "F! Do your best! It would be great if it destined to see you again! But till the time you leave….You will see me around, if you need my help…I will be there, Just call my name"

Night's thoughts!

Its 10:49 pm and I want so bad to sleep!! But I can not …. Not yet, not before I finish preparing for my Humanities class. "Classical Persian!" yes so?? I found that their history is not interesting as "Greeks" but I can not go to my class tomorrow unprepared …I will feel guilty for the rest of the day and I know that I will if I don’t finish what I am supposed to finish.

I'm drinking tea now, I hope that it will make me awake but usually tea does not have that much EFFECT on me. I don’t really know why some people can not sleep if they drank tea afternoon –As one of the American teachers told me today--. Nothing is happening I am still sleepy!!!

I thought that it will be cloudy this night but I can see the stars! I was so delighted to hear the rain fall this morning when I had to wake up at 4:30 am to revise for my English quiz…Is it only me? Or I sound so busy lately?? That is obvious; you just have to take one look at my room which is totally upside down!! I don’t have time to tide it till weekends.

What to say more? Well, nothing I supposed, I felt like writing something…I have to go back to my humanities world since my break is over…its 11:02! Oh thinking of it! After 12 hours, I will be in class enshallah…why am I writing all that? I wonder if I am feeling well!! Because I feel like catching cold REALLY soon.

Guess WHO is Sensitive??!!

People around me know that I am a social girl!! I believe in that too, BUT!! Being like that always gets me into troubles and it makes me discover new parts in my personality like being sensitive, I mean REALLY sensitive!!

I hate myself when I wrong someone who I respect, like or love! Because whenever I do that, I find it hard to communicate with that person as I used to and it become hard for me to look at that person in the eye. These things happened a lot during the last 18 years, I hate it whenever it happens but I just can not help it.

Moreover, I am really easy to fool!! Well, not in everything for sure. For example, if one of my friends or a person who I trust tell a joke to make fun of me….I don’t realize that IT IS a joke and a carry on believing that person till he or she says "I was only joking with you!!" and even if it happens again, I still believe that person….I always believe that people in this world have their own good side but I ignore that sometime they use their "Bad Side" to tease me as they say... but there is a difference between "Teasing" and "Making someone look fool" especially in front of others…

I just felt like writing that, I'm sensitive and easy to fool SOMETIMES! Ah well, I just can not help it when it comes to believing people, but at the end I regret it….

Headache at the Weekend!

Lately, I started to love weekends, why you may ask?? Because I have too many reports, projects, homework and other stuffs waiting for me to finish them. This weekend was not any different; I was waiting for it in order to get rid of that huge burden.

Well, nothing went as I expected cause I woke up yesterday suffering from a headache --- well, it started since Wednesday, maybe because I think a lot and because I had a bad mood --- which made it hard for me to study, actually I did not feel like studying at all. Around 5:00 pm my aunt called asking me to go out with her and her children. Since my grandma was not at home --- she was visiting her friend--- I agreed.

We had a trip around UAQ because my bro "The Driver" was feeling sick and could not take us outside the town. Before we go back home, my aunt, cousin F, little cousin K, their maid and I went to Lulu center …and WOW!! It was crowded.

I was walking with my aunt sometime and in others F and I walked around alone. When we were about to leave, we noticed that my little cousin K, 10 years, is lost. My aunt and her maid were searching at the F1 while F and I went to F2. And F found him, I was relived but I showed the little boy that I was angry. My aunt was so happy to see him while I said "I'm never going to have children!!!". The surprising thing was seeing my bro A and my other cousin at the center when they heard that K was lost

The house was unusually quiet because my granny was not there. I felt like completing my story "Come back to me" and I went to bed at 3 in the morning. But today, I finished all what I was supposed to do and I am happy about that!!

What happened to my calm town??!!

Well, it's always hard to sleep after having a short weekend! Yesterday, Friday, when sleep found it was to my bed ….. Around 11:00 pm I heard a loud noisy sounds coming from the main street in UAQ!! Well, usually at that time everyone is a sleep!!

I undid my room's curtain and looked at the main street to see….Many cars at the making a lot of noises and I heard many guys shouting!! My first thoughts were "Maybe their favorite football team had won a game!! But wait a minute! Since when UAQ's guys make that kind of event over winning a game!"

I could not sleep for the next half hour because of the noise. Today, I heard from my friends in the bus that Egypt won "The African Cup" or whatever they call it. And the noises in UAQ's streets were celebrations for wining!! Ah well, those things does not happen all the time in my hometown

AMAZING!!!

"AMAZING!!" is my favorite word when it comes to describe something I really like! It has more meanings to it now because my number one best AMAZING boy band WESTLIFE had made a song with that word.

This song has a really huge meaning to me, I love it and in no time it became one of my favorite songs for Westy!!! I can not stop singing it even when I study "Humanities" but music does not usually affect me when I sing or listen to it while I study --- I'm even listening to right now --- Any way the music video is simple yet it's so cool!! I like this part in my boy band … I mean being simple and concentrating more on their music.

Yesterday, I told my friend Sara about it and she LOVED it!! She said that she can not stop listening to it … we agreed that when we don’t listen to it when sing it and when we don’t sing its plays in our heads.

This song is from their new album "Face to Face" and this link includes the music video of AMAZING!!

www.youtube.com/w/Westlife-Amazing?v=FtIEPlNP5FY&search=westlife