Happiness Mixed with Tears

No one should see me now! I look like a monster, I caught cold. I believe that my two brothers M & A have something to do with it since they caught it before me. I look really horrible like any other person who catches cold. I mean, my face is pale, my eyes are red and my nose is running. As you can notice, I'm able to sit writing my blog and listening to westlife.

Yesterday was a really amazing though I laughed and cried at the same time. I made things clear between me and "someone" and there is nothing that makes things awakened between us. I feel much better that we had that talk.

Besides, my friend K asked me to help her in grammar because her TOEFL exam is next Sunday. I was more than happy to obey, and F joined us. After teaching her some grammar, I saw R & M and I waved to them to join us. All the four of us had nice conversations; Sara was the only missing best close friend.

At night, F called me! Between our talks, she told me about the most shocking news! After she gets the TOEFL, she is planning to go abroad!! "I want to go after my dream and passing the TOEFL is like a ticket which allows me to leave" as she said. What can I say? She is one of my best friends and I wish her all the best but thinking that I will not see her for a long time makes my heart ache and ache SO bad. But there is nothing more to say but "F! Do your best! It would be great if it destined to see you again! But till the time you leave….You will see me around, if you need my help…I will be there, Just call my name"