My Feelings In That Day...

7:08 am, I am now near the city center –Ajman-, moving to my fifth experience of the TOEFL…. After almost 2 and half hours I will be sitting in the Auditorium, waiting for Mr. Dan’s usual directions for the exam…. What I am feeling right now??... afraid?? No, happy?? No… excited??..Well..Maybe.. I think that its because of my good preparation for this exam… I have been preparing for this TOEFL thing for one month and a half.

7:14 am, I am near Sharjah.. the traffic is so terrible –hmm its better to go back to UAQ- everybody were quiet in the beginning of this day but they are talking now… my friend M is so quiet today… she barely talk.. I don’t blame her at all, I was like her in the beginning… but now I know that its just a piece of paper.. an important piece of paper… but this time I will never allow to beat me I WILL BEAT IT.

7:25 am, I am going to kill this driver one day, he is driving too fast!!!.... I do not want to die today!!... I have a TOEFL exam waiting for me to get my hands on!... this driver driving too fast because there is no more traffic in the way-until now-. I am in Sharjah…oh oh I have to charge my laptop… I guess I have to wait until I reach the university to do that.

8:02 am, I just arrived to the university.. the weather is really fine, I am a little bet nervous I can feel my heart start to beat faster and faster… its normal everything will be fine….. I just met my friend R she asked me about my feelings… I said “I believe it’s strong”.

2:28 am, I am drinking my orange juice and writing at the same time…. after 30 min I should be in the auditorium because my love is waiting for me- yeah sure-…. I am calm right now… I feel as it’s a normal day… I feel different this time… it’s the first time that I am looking forward to do the exam… I did not have that confidence in myself before…everything will be fine

8:42 am, I will put my laptop with my friend then I will go to the auditorium… everything will be fine