And The Nightmare Begins ... 2
When I arrived my aunt’s home.. I saw my grandma who was really angry saying “did you find any?”. I wanted to talk but I knew that it would be useless. After an hour my Dad call “what is with you?.. why do you go out everyday? .. its such a shame!!” I did not say a word then “you did a really bad job by getting B, next year everything will be harder and I hope that you will not do as bad as you did in CAP and math”
For a moment, I did not believe that my dad said that. I wanted to cry but I did not want him to hear me. I did not talk to anybody for the rest of the evening I started thinking… why did he said those things??.. I did all my best but I got B! ..
why don’t he allow me to go out?? I don’t do anything wrong.. I thought that he trusts me… besides he don’t have time to take me out.. then why don’t he allow me to go my aunt or maybe friends.. and why do my grandma have wrong ideas about me all the time?? Why? Why? Why??
I hate this feeling of being lonely, I knew that I will hate my holiday and I am doing that already. I just wish that everything will be fine in the next days..
I wanted to post this couple of days ago .. but i was not in the mood
For a moment, I did not believe that my dad said that. I wanted to cry but I did not want him to hear me. I did not talk to anybody for the rest of the evening I started thinking… why did he said those things??.. I did all my best but I got B! ..
why don’t he allow me to go out?? I don’t do anything wrong.. I thought that he trusts me… besides he don’t have time to take me out.. then why don’t he allow me to go my aunt or maybe friends.. and why do my grandma have wrong ideas about me all the time?? Why? Why? Why??
I hate this feeling of being lonely, I knew that I will hate my holiday and I am doing that already. I just wish that everything will be fine in the next days..
I wanted to post this couple of days ago .. but i was not in the mood
posted by Violet Rose @ 5:55 AM
2 Comments:
At 7:34 PM,
Gary said…
Hi M, oh dear, sorry to hear you're having such trouble at the moment. I feel sorry for you and wish I could help. It's often difficult to know why parents and grandparents say certain things - sometimes they're right, sometimes wrong. They're only human. It seems that in this case your Grandmother has got the wrong idea into her head and can't shake it off. I suppose for her generation it's just not normal for girls to go out of the house, or at least not that often. And do you think she misses having you around? Perhaps she is lonely when you're not there?
That doesn't mean it's right for her to object to you going out, but it might be a reason.
As for the grades, the important point is that you did your best, and Grade B is not a bad grade at all. Keep that in mind.
Anyway, I think it will pass, inshallah, but things like this happen in families sometimes. Try to keep cheerful, M. Keep yourself busy in whatever way you can. :)
Bye for now.
Your Friend
G.
At 5:43 AM,
Anonymous said…
Fdaitech Maryoom :-(
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