Last Day of Packing & Another Unpleasent Day

Do I really have to cry everyday? .. why is all that happening? I spent more than 2 hours with my father discussing my brother’s future college. We looked for good college which helps him to be a good pilot.

I looked for sites and sent some email for different colleges asking them about different stuffs. Then I went to the kitchen and finally finished packing there. My grandma called and asked me to pack the rest of her stuffs and I did. I spent the rest of the afternoon in the kitchen and in my room packing.

At night I sent an important email to one of the college as my father requested. Then troubles began again, when Dad arrived he saw me on the internet. He started shouting and saying I always waist time and never do something useful.

This time I could not handle it . I told him that I spent all my afternoon packing, then I sent emails including that important one. He did not say a thing but “you spend a lot of time on the internet”. “ask your sons, they spend there time on the internet too” … he said “no no they don’t”.

I looked at them, I wanted then to be honest and tell him that I am right but they did not. I could not handle it, I took my laptop and went to my room … I did not want them to see my tears. Now I am in the dark just writing my blog