Back!!!

Today and finally, phone line was finally linked! This means connecting to the internet. I did not access for 3 weeks and 4 days, but today I am finally here. I already posted most of my writings organized by the day of modifying them. I did not stop writing; my laptop was my only friend in this lonely place – no TV or internet-.

I did not post some of my writings because I am afraid that it may affect some sensitive people. Some of them wants me to write about specific things … ok whatever, I did not post it because I don’t want more problems what is around me is more than enough.

My days are so boring… yesterday was like today and tomorrow will be like today. I wake up in the morning cook lunch; gather with the family for lunch. In the afternoon, I write or listen to music in my laptop. At 3 I go to the kitchen to prepare something for dinner. I walk from 3:30 pm to 4:30 pm. After praying I go again to the kitchen to cook dinner. At 6 pm while the things are being cooked I walk till 7:30 pm while I read a book.

At night, I may talk to my Dad then I write or watch Winter Sonata – I am watching it for the third time since I started this vacation-. I sleep hoping that tomorrow will be better but nothing changes.